Friday, October 7, 2011

♀ ℝaNↁoℳℕeઽs & Raℕ†iℕGઽ あ


I Thought a Thought, I Think I Think, Every Time I Play with Ink


Who Are We?

Who Am I?

and Why?

and Why?

and Why? Why? Why?


So Sitting There, I Questioned air, and Tossed and Twirled 
and Pulled my Hair

But Nothing Came, it Never Did

Just Laughed and Poked, in Clever Jib


So How Then on This Perfect Day

With Not A Summons

Sound

or Say


Did Suddenly a Thought Foray? 

and Halt 

This Pressing Quest 

in Play


The Answer to Your Question is…

Such utter

Silly

Foolishness


This is Why you Round About 

and Pace the Floors in Endless Doubt


You've Seen it Oh So Many Ways 

Yet Lost it in 

a Clever Gaze


You've Passed it by So Many Times

and Cast Aside

These Foolish Lines


You've Laughed and Jibbed and Rolled About

You've Cursed and Screamed Up Such a Shout


So Silently, Inside this Mess

Your Sweetness Lost

its Tenderness


The Treasure of this Endless Quest

Will Not Be Found

 In Endlessness


 You Must Allow your Mind to Rest

and Sit within

A Knowingness


For There All Questions Ever Fade

Until of Course

The Next Invade


And Lead You in a Quest Again 

For Questions Truly 

Know 

No End 



Wednesday, September 14, 2011

๑ஐ ℸh℮ ℌigh℮r S℮∫f ஐ๑

~The way I like to think of the higher self is quite simple actually. If you ever played with dolls or action figures or even had a very favourite stuffed animal you clung to with such adoration that should anything happen to it you would feel as if something had ripped a part of you away. Well then you know how your human form and the person you have so endlessly identified as you, is infact your most precious experience of yourself. In fact so precious you fear to lose it so desperately you would squeeze the life out of it to make sure it never left you ~


~ You are the you who is the hand that moves the being you are now being. You are lost inside your own creation and it has become a nightmare from which your are terrified to awake lest you lose the whole dream all together. The nightmare is the most severe form of the dream, the most masterful, most intense form of dream and requires the most incredible amount of strength and skill in order to maintain. It is literally impossible to keep a nightmare running as long as we humans have managed to maintain this one and yet look at us go. We have mastered the dream to the point where the impossible is a moment to moment imperative of our existence. We have reversed and transposed all the most fundamental understandings into the most depraved and insane version of the impossible to lose impossible to forget beautiful truth. We have become terrified of pleasure, condemning of life and abhorrent of anything that even begins to approach sanity ~


~And so in the middle of this mess a few of us got lazy and slipped up revealing the truth which utterly shocked and amazed everyone including ourselves. We began to use our laziness as a tool of inspiration and elucidation. And once we got the hang of it we begun the impossibly long process of unfolding this endless and meticulous knot we had tied ourselves in. As that happened we realized that who we considered ourselves to be was smaller then what we were involved in doing. We began to perceive what we started to form as the idea of God ~


~ In religion what has been called God, the creator, actually refers to the higher self.  The idea that an old man with a white beard in the clouds governing your life is in fact what the people who did connect with their higher selves back in the day actually felt or even experienced.  Considering the amount of density we all were in back then this connection was the greatest achievement in human history and so rightfully could be called God ~


~ But in fact I say it was the higher self of the man who did connect and open up to his infinite self his complete being.  Then this connection which maybe even represented to the man a more adept complete version of the man experiencing this like a mirror reflection of all that he is in the highest sense.  So he saw himself from this perspective and worshipped this man as if he were God.  But if you think about it wouldn't God be beyond description or human capacity to understand.  This was only a representation of the doorway to God.  Alignment with oneself in complete true and total harmony ~


~ Taking this idea into consideration then God is black, young, chinese, a woman, old, a dolphin, a gray, a tree, bubblegum wrapper or whatever you happen to be when your looking.  Everything, everyone, anything, anyone, its all, not one possibility excluded.  Not one ~


~ This also means that if you think about it the relationship to everyone and everything has changed in relation to our higher standards of life, knowledge, health, technology and everything else.  We are more sophisticated on every level so allow me to attempt explain the difference ~


~ Back in the day in other lives when humanity was far less evolved then we now are, all of us who now hate the church and organized religion or the illuminati, are the ones who made sure we built and sustained them.  We built the world we are now at odds with.  This is apparently how we do everything in life and learn about ourselves and everything else here.  We are the enemy until we let ourselves be the hero ~


~ In the church The higher self represented God and the priest represented the higher self to the masses of people who were wandering in a much deeper and more profound darkness then we have known in this life.  Everything was a lot more heavy back then and so we needed more solid anchors to understand our place in things and give us structure of some sort, to give us light we needed fire because we simply couldn't handle creating the infrastructure necessary to support electricity, or less intense forms of light.  The light needed to support itself and maintain its own source of power.  Everything had to blaze out at us for any of us at all to receive any kind of light at all and even at that point it was fleeting and required regular interactions and reminders.  This was extremely appropriate at the time but now such systems are counterproductive and inhibiting towards developing self-empowerment and/or self-sovereignty.  But understandably during the times when too many were so far gone or lost within the worst of the imbalance people needed something and this was the level that was appropriate for the average person.  But now we have improved as a species to the point where we can sustain a more lucid and direct connection and understanding with ourselves and infinite essence ~



~ At that point it was appropriate to have one man or single individuals represent God in a manner that could not be denied.  A master, a teacher like Buddah or Jesus or Mohammad.  These people represented God where the Priests represented the higher self and this was necessary because of the depth of limitation we imposed upon ourselves.  But now we are beyond relying on a representation of God and we can just connect directly ourselves.  We're also beyond representations of the higher self since we can comprehend this is simply a secondary distinction from the source.  Like why would you pay some guy to make you coffee his way when you can have an premo spresso machine in your kitchenette for wild creative concoctions of your own crazy design?  Why?  Why buy tomatoes from half way across the world when you can grow them in your backyard and have them specifically tailored to both the environment you live and breath in, as well as your specific body by interacting with the soil and plant during its formation ~


~ Well like wise for everything else in your universe why have it according to some other guy, especially if your not even a guy.  I think I'd rather my god be a woman anyways, that could be exactly the right touch right now for all of us.  Imagine meeting God as your best friend or your daughter or son.  Imagine meeting God as an enlightening inspiring experience.  Imagine meeting God as this moment speaking to you through me telling you what you already know and have just forgot how to tell yourself ~


~The story is infact the same story in a more contemporary format.  The same players are here now playing the same role in a more contemporary fashion, reflective of the mentality once again of the times.  In a thousand years it'll be the same story in a more updated way just like a thousand years ago it was something we'd probably be at odds with today.  We'd probably look prettier and be uglier in our every endeavour with such crude and disgusting methods and understanding of things like how today we are that to tomorrow.  I suppose thats why spirit has a timeless quality, a universal way, like a time traveler able to be in style in every period in some way.  It always has a place ~