Karma

~ I'm gonna share my opinion about what I think Karma actually is versus the popular opinion about what people think or have been conditioned to believe it is.  And it was because I was watching The Matrix Revolutions the other day and one of the characters in the Train Station said something like "…it is my Karma, I do not resent my Karma… Karma is a word…" And something about the way he said it or maybe something else he said that I can't remember got me thinking about something Bashar said about playing out your life theme and how we build our bodies and lives in a specific way in order to experience a particular Life Theme like Empowerment or whatever.  Now if that was your life theme you can experience Empowerment in an endless amount of settings with any number of people.  You can have your family involved or work it in a larger way in the world at large but one way or another your very survival in life is directly tied into your theme and you designed it that way so that you could not ignore it so that even if you go completely sideways you'll still be three dimensionally involved in this theme.  Even if you change jobs, lovers or friends you will experience the theme and especially the aspects you can't stand or have difficulty with again and again and again like your fears until you face them, until you confront them and master them ~

~ In stories this is the classic Hero's Journey and I think stories are a good medium with which to explore and describe this idea of what exactly Karma is because I think it is exactly the same idea.  If a writer wanted to explore themes of fear and courage or redemption or salvation there are a great many ways to do it.  They could potentially choose an epic format or something far more domestic and casual.  The thematic idea being explored however is the same, say Redemption for example.  If your life theme were redemption then there would need to be something to redeem in the first place and so perhaps you purposely put yourself into a life where there would be a great many pressures, opportunities, influence and upbringing that give you a chance to hurt people, use people, or cause harm to others in some way, but you would build in enough natural awareness in order to bear witness to the negative consequences of your behaviour.  Now within that framework you still are an individual and could potentially right from the get go choose not to ever cause harm to another even with great influence and pressure to do so and still fulfil your life purpose by being an influence yourself of integrity and redemptive capacities and ideas from a young age ~

~ You could however (and most people do) choose to ignore your awareness or personal integrity in favour of fitting it or not jeopardizing the benefits that come with compliance.  In this way you would because of your extra awareness or integrity become the authority in whatever crime you have become complicit in or whatever negative behaviour you have bought into.  This can serve double duty because of your inherent or built in integrity you will be the cutting edge of whatever negativity you have been born into and be consistently at the forefront of this behaviour the rest of your life, along with an intimate understanding of the mind of exactly this kind of person and thus extremely valuable information and insight into the psychology of that particular negativity.  In this way becoming say the head of a crime syndicate or the most brilliant rapist or serial killer you are by your own appointment an authority in this field one way or another and even if in the negative by right you have accepted, inherited, achieved or constructed the ability to end that behaviour and reveal critical information to those who support a dismantling of negative institutions, business or simply the psychology of a particular focus of negativity ~

~ Either way you will because of your circumstances continually have great problems and issues that need solutions and alternative thinking and you will continually be forced to come up with alternatives to negative behaviour in order to remain a positive redemptive influence in your life.   Even succumbing to the negative influences of hate and fear and pain, you can still arrive back with the support of your body, your life, your guides and the rest back at the initial game of being the best example of what it means to redeem yourself and negative behaviour. In a sense this is why Jack from Pirates of the Caribbean can be weird and backwards and still have enough Luck to make it out alive, Its why Two Face has a Giant scar and is still alive at the end of The Dark Knight, he literally is a person caught in duality.  He is us personified into a symbol of what we all are.  But one way or another you will fulfil this path even if it means you will die for your pains and that is the way in which your behaviour or negativity have been redeemed.  You see this all the time people fall on both sides but have exactly the same life theme some become cops others criminals and even within that the lines are not so black and white because a certain kind of criminal might be a defiance to corrupt cops or vice versa and all exist all at the same time ~

~ The Karma then is what keeps you in line with the kind of positive influence you agreed to be when you chose to be born into this life.  This includes specific chance meetings and life changes, biology and what not, things that will help you understand what exactly your point is being here or at least keep you doing what you came here to do and to be it is built in to your life into who you are and in a sense you carry it with you everywhere you go.  You will always be it no matter what.  You can choose to fight it or embrace it and reap all the benefits of your focus while you are here.  Many people have called this destiny or fate and in a sense this is the truth but even though you must wear these clothes you still have the ultimate say in your style and fit.  You can even take the clothes off if you choose.  Karma can also be what people call miracles or guardian angels who mysteriously help you along the way, bring what you perceive as your saving graces in life or your Luck.  You have help, guidance and assistance whether you will ever be consciously aware of it or not it exists and you are benefitting from it all the time.  In a sense its what screws you over at the same time in a way to keep you from straying too far from your path.  For instance you might break a leg in order to avoid losing your life on a path you normally walk.  But the times you feel screwed by life are always always better then what could have happened if you went a little further ~


~ The Ultimate goal of these various themes played out in different lives is to educate your soul about how to operate fluently in three dimensional reality.  Translation: You will eventually enter into a christ like state of being whether it be in this life or a thousand lives from now.  Christ Consciousness, Buddha Nature, Avatar State or whatever you call it.  I like to think of it as being the ultimate 3d gamer or Neo in The Matrix.  You'll get it one day, reality will become clear and you will one day have conscious control over your being in this reality as if it were conscious control in a dream.  In fact it is more accurate to state that you already have this ability and are using it all the time to live as ridiculously small a life as you possibly could and when you become aware of this FACT you will begin to understand how your attention and awareness of who and what you are literally make the difference between a Coward and a KING ~